read this in a friend's blog.... decided to post it here.



They will never understand by Sly
they will never understand how it feels to wake up @ 0530hrs everyday for 5.5days/week
they will never understand how it feels to sweat like a pig the moment they wake up
they will never understand how it feels to eat mee goreng/fried rice for BREAKFAST
they will never understand how it feels to be scolded every single day for 5.5days/week
they will never understand how different it is in the inside compared to the outside world
they will never understand why we changed after we went inside
they will never understand

i think it holds true for me also..........



my recruits have finally passed out.... it was a sad atmosphere when they were about to leave.... but then again... they juz wouldn't leave in peace... the buggers!they all ganged up on me on the last evening.... me being the nice guy, went up to their bunk to see how they were doing.... then suddenly they all jumped on me and started putting colgate and powder all over my body.... idiots.... haha.... i was a bloody mess.... arghhh.. i've learnt my lesson, never go up to their bunks on the last 2 nights.... hah...
they also got me a gift.... a pretty stupid gift actually... they all said i looked like the animation version of mr bean so they got me the mr bean teddy bear.... haha.... basket... and they forced me to hold it in my hands in front of the whole platoon juz before they booked out....

the bear they gave me




the night before, i went up to my colleague's section.... and i was shocked to find out that one of the recruits there was gay... it wasn't the fact that he was gay that shocked me, but the fact that he was so open bout it... i thought they were joking at first but then he showed me a photo of him and his bf together.... err... well, we talked a bit and i have to say that he's very different from the gays that i've encountered before in the past.... in fact i was pleasantly surprised.... i even felt.... nvm, i shall stop at that.... it freaks me out juz thinking bout it....

went out with my colleagues yesterday evening together with some of our former recruits... haha... went to watch the omen.... its a very simple movie with a very simple plot..... not as scary as its been made out to be.... then after that we all went clubbing at mos! haha.... it was a blast.... cause there was a whole lot of us together.... it was fun... heh... faizal, sly, halim, jason, hafiz, syahmi, hamzah, darren and ikhsan were all there.... and damn it, darren's female friends are all hot! he's like one wild rich kid who juz plays around all the time and "gets it" all the time.... haha... bastard... and he's always trying to hook me up with one of "his" girls... wth....


hamzah and halim





me, syahmi, sly and hafiz at the pool centre before the movie








hamzah acting like a bastard




at mos!












stoning at mac waiting for the first train







tmr is the start of yet another 2 weeks confinement period..... will be booking in tmr morning for the new batch that's coming in... hope all will go well with this batch... this is the batch in which i'll probably be taking over the reins of the PS job.... please don cock up riz, please don.... haha... WHATEVER!!



why is it only now that its too late?


Riz lost himself at 6/08/2006 08:15:00 pm

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